Saturday, March 18, 2006

This is one fine line

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speak to me tell me something that i can think about
let me take these thoughts and create theories
let me prove these theories and make a point
let the point stab into all who doubted
and let the pain subside and
let all realize what
is actually going
on
i spend most of my life trying to figure out what the hell i'm doing
once again i am at that point.

i've been swept away, but no i am not lost
just swept away
never lost

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Normal

the term normal has always kinda haunted me.. what does it mean to be normal and why do people want to be this way. why would anyone want to be "normal." i mean think about it normal brings to mind the boring usual,mundane lifestyle. Yea i'm not normal and nobody is.. if you think your normal.. your just kinda weird. cause even being normal isn't being normal.. maybe i'm overthinking this but i dunno it seems like those who accept not being normal. are actually special in some way.. this may just be a result of not being normal myself. i mean i know i'm not normal.. never was.. never wanted to be. i prefer being crazy, doing things that others may not view as socially acceptable. i mean what do normal people live for. i love for friends, family, and experiences.. and i don't think that really ever gunna change... yea.. i was just thinking about that .. and how i haven't written anything in a bit.. which is strange for me cause thats what i like to do.. yea thats all i have...

you can go now

yea stop reading it's ok i've said my peice..

yea thats right i'm leaving

bye